Today marks the 5th year of that night which was started with sate taichan and a promise.

by far, those experiences are still the most life changing moment for me.

to be able to found a girl that only God knows would be able to make changes in my brain.

as a “stubborn” person, I don’t really think I am stubborn.

I couldn’t call it stubbornness if what I do is I can’t listen to other people who make suggestion, ideas without understanding. I just don’t see them answering my concern, my fear.

on the other hand, I spent my time mostly contemplating and it makes me believe in myself and my own thinking even though I got wrong too. But it’s alright bcs nobody could “brainwash” me not even mainstream media or government. Until this girl.

she’s by far is that one person, who could flip the course of my life. That could brainwash me to turn the wheels.

from the one who firmly sees money have possibility to turn me bad, to m9ney have possibility to allow me do great things I always wanted to do.

from so be it, to ora et labora.

from nothing you can do, to bukan mimpinya yang dikecilin tapi usahanya yang dibenerin.

She’s the x factor. She brings me peace. She makes me great. She triggers whatever is this thing inside me.

thank you ibib for being the reason.